No more Monday Blues~~~ yeah! cuz i dun have to work today suddenly felt so stressfree...dunno why...
Recalling back my weekend it was the worst weekend i had spent in my entire life... not only did i have to work on both days but was being screwed up on both days as well ! not tt i dun like work but ya noe the feeling of getting screwed up when something goes wrong ya???
My Saturday was being called in to do videofilming for one small event due to lack of ppl doing it... so i had to force myself to agree and help out... its my sat ya noe... but first thing in morn i was terribly late..was supposed to report at 9 am.. but i only left house at 8.30 and the journey takes almost 45 mins... afraid of getting the heated argument again... i forced myself to took a cab which i had not even enough to last the entire journey... so i told the uncle to alight me at yishun first i supposed i shld hav enough... but looking at the speed tt he is driving! at snail's pace!~~~ i was damn pissed off...already told him i was in a hurry... he still had the mood to joke and talk w me..i had to suppress my anger and force a smile back then..in the end i decided i wont have time to travel frm yishun to amk by train so i told uncle to drive me straight to amk station so i can press money frm the atm der if i exceeded the fee...he was kinda doubtful tt time on whther i had enuff money and offered to drop me at yio chu kang instead but i still insisted... eventually when we reached amk station i only exceeded by a buck~~~ thinking tt he wont mind i tried to cham siong w him asking him to just accept it.. but nevertheless he was such a hypocrite!!! saying no money y learn frm others to take cab only waste ppl's time!!! ppl listen up this is TIBS TAXI !!! cant he understand for a while as if ppl want to go all out to cheat him ah.. i already spent my weekend money on all his cab fare and left w ten cents man.. never had i felt so penniless in my entire life... just like bankruptcy~~~
However i still reach office as late by only 5 mins... only to let my two colleagues wait outside for me as i'm the only one holding the keys... 10 mins later this guy, a driver came in to help out for the day's events...i had forgotten to inform him we dun need a driver last min... which led to a communication breakdown... my boss found out and flared up... saying i was irresponsible... and he wont want another extra manpower to increase the cost... i had to take out one of my manpower to fit him in for other duties as it's not to good to let him return just like tt.... was scolded so damn badly... till i admitted i cried.. but nt cuz i did something wrong but cuz of the insults and the vulgars i get most of the time... thou he dun want me to go shooting then..eventually he still asked me to go dwn....
My Saturday just went passed like that... i had no mood to go out...since then everytime i think about this my eyes go red...no idea why...its been so long since my heart felt really pain in the bottom..till i cant swallow my own saliva....
My Sunday needless to say...
Its time i think i shld just take a break and pack up for a few days.... maybe to somewhere far i wont noe.. at least a place that wont remind me of my past...have a kit kat yeah~~~
