Today, is exactly one year after grandma left us... during the time of this year..
New year is nth great to be joyful abt.. ever since on the first day of new year, she brought us the surprise..
When everyone is there celebrating and glad to be reunited, she was der fighting a battle alone unknown to others, how bad can it seems. To me, there is forever this guilt and anguish in me that wont be erased as i had my faults. She never left happily, nor did she left peacefully. But i knew she did her best to survive her very last one month when the docs concluded that she couldnt. She had such a strong will to accompany her grandchildren on her last journey that she refused to go.
Last sun, i went to pray to her and wished her Happy New Year. I admit that when i saw her photo up there, my tears will drop immediately.
K.. to me the whole thing is not a story, its about a beautiful memory.
Chun said on his blog on sun:
It’s pointless to keep thinking of the sad memories. Let bygones be bygones… so STOP THINKING OF IT because it’s only you who choose whether you want a happy or sad life. I want you to be happy and I know you can achieve that!I must agree w him to certain extent but not for this case.
Since I had never done my part for the past 21 years, all I had left is just this memory which i cant be deprived of. This will only add on to my guilt.
Chun blogged yesterday.. he's forever so sweet.. if u are feeling sad, down angry or frustrated, go read his blog u will feel so much betta... ; )
Some Farenheit and Wu Zun articles courtesy from Celine. Enjoy them! Thanks gal for contributing ur precious Dad to his wife~~~ oophs....
Here goes....
Farenheit at one of Bugis Junction's Pushcart
Farenheit and senior Tank at Taipei's autogragh session.
They also personally hand-made chocolates for their fans. Wow~~~
(Bet whoever gets that will safe keep for years and not munch it!)
--> Check this out! 14 Feb 07 article on ZBnow.
Title: Farenheit's Valentine Dreams.
This is about each of their individuals most memorable Valentine's day and gift. K, i will go straight to Wu Zun's one first.. cuz he's my first priority hahaha!
Wu Zun:
His idol was Micheal Jordan. His first and ex gf specially ordered a limited edition Micheal Jordan's jersey and gave it to him on V's day. It was gold in colour and cost about S$500 unlike normal jerseys. He kept it for 10 years and loved to wear it during basketball sessions as he would feel a surge of energy in him whenever he wore it. However after 5 years its colour started to fade and hence he had kept it in his wardrobe till now.As for the most romantic gift that he had ever gave to his gf, was his hand made Valentine's day card for his first gf. In it, he wrote all his feelings and attached a photo of themselves tog. Although it was not ex, it was the though that counts. After his first relationship, he had never hand made a card for anyone else as left for futher studies in Australia for a year.
Recalling himself, the most memorable V day was with his first gf, where tog w another couple friend of theirs, they booked a hotel suite room to celebrate that precious moment. He put in much efforts to decorate the room himself, personally cooked for her, listened to music and chatted thruout the nite..
To Chun, it was common for couples to fight and bicker but the most romantic and sweetest thing he had ever said was " Why do we have to quarrel? Why do we have to make ourselves unhappy? After fighting, we will still be together." And believe it or not, this phrase always work for him..
Wow.... so damn touching lor...
No wonder he kept e jersey till now...I have to believe he's a Chi Qing Han.
Wu Zun Modelling with his old clothes re-worn?Personally, I felt the article to be quite lame. How medias and reporters can even dig out such a thing to create news? It's such a minor, senseless , and ridiculous issue!
Basically, it wrote about Chun wearing the same blue shirt that he had worn to Farenheit's launch of their first album last year. And it also stressed on the possibility that Wu Zun might leave the band since that he is modelling on his own now and taking up assignments on a personal level, and that he is always given the male lead as compared to the rest of the 3, leaving the rest envied.
This is Crap!.. just trying to create tension for them is it..they wont be easily disbanded la..
A "Young" Valentine's Day.Wu Zun.Likes to wear what he likes, esp clothes to his comfort so that he can express confidence naturally. If clothes are worn just to impress girls even thou its not comfortable at all, it might even bring about a negative effect.
Most fav: T Shirt and Jeans.
In the pic on the left, he is wearing a white shirt imprinted with an Eagle on the top and matched with a pair of brown pants.
Likes Gals with the same characteristic as him and able to spark chemistry. (oh.. he has to meet me one day.. oophs.. I've done it again...hee)
Designer's comment:
Confident, knows how to make do with something simple and present a postive image. Even a simple Eagle can attract much attention on him.
(Of course man.. he's Chun wad!)
Farenheit's Longevity..This is about the interpretation of each album song that is linked to their personal lifes.. As it is quite long, i shall list out only some.
Song: Xia Xue
Qns: Company differentiates everyone of you into different seasons and temperatures. Yi Ru as Spring, Da Dong as Summer, Chun as Autumn and Ya Lun as Winter. Do you have any objections?
Chun: I Think I'm closer to Spring . When I first join the company, Im still not close to the rest of the colleagues hence i seldom spoke much. But now since Im quite warmed up to everyone, O feel that " Autumn" is now not that cooling after all..
Song: Only have feelings for you.
Qns: If two of you fell in love with the same girl at the same time, who will fight more with the other rival?
Chun: I think i will fight to the end with my rival, but eventually, i will still let the girl make her own choice as love cannot be forced.
Yi Ru: Wow!.. Sounds like an idol drama.. you shot too much idol dramas le...
Song: Yi ge ren liu lang.
Qns: Who's most afraid of loneliness?
All three: Yi Ru!.
Song: Zhao Xing fu gei ni.
Qns: Who is able to find the most happiness for the girl they like?
Chun: I feel that all of us are able to do so. Because if you really love the girl, you will expect your loved one to have the most and best happiness than anyone else.
Song: 30th Feb
Qns: This date doesnt exist in the calendar, but to you which date is the most important in your hearts?
Chun: I'm very old fashioned. I treat every single day as the end of the world. (Oh man, why are you so pessimistic?)
Song: Bu Si Zhi Mi
Qns: If to give all of you a secret to longevity, but only entitled to one person, who will you pick?
Chun: You all take it ba.. Dun give it to me. I dont want to see my loved ones leaving before me...
(wow..me too!)
More to come... too much to be posted... to be continued...
Nites and Happy New Year to everyone!
Early in the morn, even before i had begin to brush my teeth and wash my face, there was a knock on my door.
Feeling frustrated, i went and opened it and in front of me stood my aunt and my uncle. Then they said they came to pray to my granduncle.
My Aunt then asked how much did my sis get for her Os, i told her ok la..
then even w/o me asking she said her son got 10 points..
Following on she asked if my sch PJ is it good anot.. i replied her ok la.. then she said her son had decided to go to ACJC . I was like wad the...
Ever Since i took up two new tuition assignments, kinda feel stressed out, as u know i hated giving tuition because u need patience and i do not have any. But i will never give tuition until i reach my last resort.. so u know this is my last resort..
Before this, is actually three assignments, and the third one is super underpaid. In the end my tolerance reached a level even before one month.. i havent started the third one and i gave up..
The first two is actually one gal twins and they have super busy schedule until they can have tuition only on tuesday. Wad the~...
The second two are 2 China kids who are superbly arrogrant, lazy and noisy monkeys. Their parents are overseas working and they send their children to study here.. but they are so filthy rich and yet stingy in tuition fees.. at age 8, they are even holding on to a 3G phone that is more expensive than me and keep on "Bragging" about how advanced the functions are and how rich their family is in China.. then after finishing they started to brag how good their chinese are and how they took half an hour to finish a 2 hr chinese exam..compared to their fellow Sporean's classmates. Bloody hell, look at their English themselves! Dun even know how to read "She" and '"He"!
Its really a challenge to teach this two brats.. I know this is a strong word.. but it Really does suit them trust me.. esp for me whom i dont take a liking to China ppl.
Till then, wish myself luck for exam and hope i dont die in thier hands!
Wu Zun Modelling with his old clothes re-worn?
A "Young" Valentine's Day.
