today...finally started my first entry~~~well had a damn tired day... in fact to say i dozed off on the train back home which i slept till so unruly till i dun even gave a hoot abt it ler...

was scolded first thing in the morn when got to work..simply becuz i messed up my co's clients database since feb till now... which my boss was not happy since and kept bringing this issue out...for god's sake... haven i been trying my best to turn thing's back to normal???

thinking back.. learnt a lot and made a lot of bloody stupid mistakes since then..yaya everything dunno must ask must ask.... dun be too over confident and snobbish ma...." When i was in 1992, where were you?? Still in Primary 2 when i got my first letter of appreciation??!!??" yaya...i know i know.... ya had all sorts of motives like stealing info, be spy from other company,deleting files,and messing up whole operations right??? alright...i admit it..

this boss of mine i must say really had a bad temper.. but compared to last time had dropped by almost 50% le.... but uh hmmm..... still as bad....after work still can say a frend able to hang out w if possible... but at work his face damn serious... cannot even step on his toes not even his nails...i noe u guys have been asking me to quit.. and i not so idiot to be so blur till i dunno he using me!?! ..really wanted to quit at the bottom of my heart... at times under his scolding till i cried thousands a time really had the urge to shout at him saying i dun give a damn on this job tt has no prospects... and considering the miserly pay which i cant survive a month... really i dunno why i still push myself to stay and wei qu myself when i have problems surviving...

i really had lots of plans in future after this job..was intending to join Qantas... dancing classes..Smu course...and of course to do something abt my unkept hair!... but seriously to say not tt i gave up but partly due to this current job it has been holding me up...took up most of my days like almost six days... imagine everyday getting so demoralised till where u got the mood to concentrate on oth stuff???!!! wad to do pity ppl ma.... but dun worry my frends i wont stay der for long ...going off soon.... was quite glad to say thou things are not moving at the pace i want... i am still holding on tight to my pursues.. and of course not giving up man!

missed the days went out last week w hermann and gang to Angels' thou was already walking like crab tt night haha...but hey was still quite sobber... i'm still toking some sense! all because of tt harvey norman lor... made me drank tt Waterfall.. made me had rashes for one entire week! knew i was allergic in the first place dahz... but anyway thanks to him i understand his efforts for doing so..and tt drink was really not cheap man.. so...feel quite bad lor...

hm...yar went for smu briefing not long ago..was quite disappointed didnt get into my course but rather a course i absolutely never consider of...still thinking lor..so might give up tt... was quite surprised to saw yuan kai (ex jc mate) der...thou i think he nv saw me larz... always thought he had high ambitions thou..had entered nus already but dunno lar.. also not quite close to him... hm...besides tt even saw dickson(bernard's frend) too.... such a coincidence... among the hundreds of ppl he chose the same course and the same queue as me! only to find out tt he was queueing behind me.. hm.. a bit weird ha... but not bad lar at least got someone i noe der.... really nice to bang into him back der mann...

met celine yest(sunday) at west mall to met up w her special someone... said at first for dinner larz.... but last min a pot of Nasi Bryani arrived at my home so no choice lor had to eat tt and leave her eating alone with us watching her globbing her food instead hee.... was really happy to receive her call the night b4 telling me some good news..ha unexpected for me at least....but really just felt a stone just sank into my heart when i learnt tt both of them were together... finally one has decided.. and one has decided to fight for it... ha... but they all hor a bit lame lar.. duuno shld i call tt ... but really lor.... so big already still play hide and seek when they know each other like so damn inside out onez... haiz.. but anyways its different now at least hee...

k..i suppose till then i wil stop here..tired lerz...to my pals out der if wanna know more abt my current life feel free to log in anytime i ll try my best to update this site as frequently as poss yarz... till then take carex my folks....nitez!