2001... the yr that changed my life... where i felt so directionless... it was the time which i led a wandering life in pjc...thinking last min studies do make miracles... but eventually turn out wrong... it was the period when i slacked, led off track and slowed down in terms of motivation power. in the end i paid the price for 2002.

slept a lot.. and slept a lot..till i became lethargic every day... sch was fun... but my energy span could nv last me more than the afternoon..

2004.i got my results. was quite alright given the effort that i put in. thou was not up to expectations. only one subject killed me. this was the yr which i landed in the wrong job. and tt eroded half a yr of my entire life again.

' The day i left the airport'

last week, i headed to the airport to send off Randy. the day where he turned around and stepped into the immigrations with just a word of thanks, made my heart came to a decision.. many a times i wanted to just call his name and tell him some things before he turn ard and leave but was just tongue tied. sometimes things are fated, we just couldnt communicate that's all... and he should have already had his girl by now. eventually, i don't intend to contact him anymore when he comes back, cuz i made the decision of giving him up.